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ATTENTION: All NaNoWriMo-related writing will be in awintertale.

8))))) This is the sweet sweet chaser after the shot of whiskey that was Alex's dream. Oh it is a beautiful thing. I love this dream to death. It's probably my favorite one I ever wrote.

( 166 words )

I didn't think I'd be able to do anything with this theme, but I guess I did. B( basically, ITT: Alex paranoids over Tom's deal with Discordia. On some level, he is actually legitimately afraid that this could really happen. After all, isn't this almost what happened after the events of Homecoming...?

This is just a first draft and is liable to change if I find time to fiddle with it before the deadline.

EDITED; for a more dream-like feeling.

lol yes I used the line 'and then there was silence.' wanna fight about it?

edit; When I was writing the part about Alex actually being on the battlefield, this song was going through my head. Now it won't leave. :( I CAN NEVER UNSEE THIS SONG AS DESCRIPTION FOR THIS DREAM, even though it's about the Crusades... fml.

edit; And this one too... fuck you Blind Guardian :(

( dream: 1123 words )

I've always loved the idea of Military!Alex to the point where I actually enjoy the game more when I'm playing through it if I focus on his war stories and try to forget about the fact that he's schizophrenic. I want him so desperately to be a soldier, you know, a real one. :c I'm actually surprised that I haven't written something like this sooner.

But he's not a soldier. He's just crazypants. And so this scenario falls under the category of "fairy tales." :C sobbies.

( 2,121 words. )

Request by saw_a_miracle: Alex & Tom to Help I'm alive by Metric

This fic is mostly pointless. Not much happens in it, it's just introspection and talking. 8( It takes place a few days after Alex leaves on his little trip to be alone in TBF. I wanted to put gay sexytiems in it, but it just didn't happen. Bl They weren't feeling it.

I hope you like it bb. :c

( 2,069 words )

erg I realize I've only been updating with DT Dreams now. :( Fuckies I need to write more.

This dream wasn't either of the two ideas I originally had for this concept, but one of them failed DRAMATICALLY when I tried to write it, and the other one... turned into this. I was too scared to write my other one, so I turned it into something different. 8(

This thing doesn't read like a dream. As a matter of fact, if I really wanted to, I could probably use it as a prologue to a huge multi-chaptered fic. sigh. idk. But this is what I got, so this is what's going to be submitted.

I think it's lame.

( 1,823 words. )

I was under a strict time constraint, so it's a very short, vague kind of dream. I used the theme to foreshadow an event that's just getting off the ground in-game. :3c

Pie dream will be next month, I promise.

( 508 words )

Tom + Puppy = fucking adorable. :3c We've decided that Tom just loves soft things, and he really needs some kind of pet to keep him from getting too lonely in TBF. So, in our imaginary world, Rowen bred with Shuki and Tom took a puppy. :3c

( 500 words exactly. )

Part one of the TBF fic is finally done!

I need an icon of just Tom! But I have no room for it! baw!

The opening exposition (first 3 or so paragraphs) is pretty much shit, because I really had no desire to write it. But I knew it had to be done, so here you go. Just like all the others, this is only a first draft, so don't nitpick too much. I want to have the entire story written before I go back and start editing things.

There's some serious angst and a few mentions of sex, but nothing explicit. But dude honestly call the waaahhmbulance on these two. God they make me sick. :c But at least now you people know what happened between Tom and Sarah.

( Part one. 3,604 words. )

The next part of the TBF fic! Sarah finally makes an appearance. Alex is losing his mind. This is still just a first draft, too. Don't judge me.

Go read it. c: For this one, you actually need a backstory, so if you haven't read the previous installment, go do it now.

I'll probably do the first part next. lol I feel like this is like the DMC games. The order is going to end up 3, 1, 2. ;[

( Filename: Hospital Crazy. 2,380 words. )

Okay, so since I can't play Sarah Palmer at a_trialbyfire for character relation overlapping reasons, I've decided to write fic about what it would be like if I did. I've been thinking up a long multi-part fic where Sarah comes in and causes general discord in Tom's life, which drives him to rip his bracelet off, which in turn eventually causes Alex to lose his mind, too.

Unfortunately, I'm writing the parts out of order. You're just going to have to deal with it. Sorry. And Sarah's not even really in this part. 8l Whatever.

I can see myself completely rewriting this at a later date. Pretty much, I want to put a playlist together to listen to while I write it. I tried to just put my entire music collection on shuffle and search for the creepy/tense songs, but that didn't really work out too well. I'd get irritated and settle on something less than stellar, and thus the part of the fic I wrote while listening to such a song comes out shitty. You'll see it. Some parts are just better written than others.

I also want to expand the beginning a bit more, where Alex first walks into Tom's house. I want more creepy Silent Hill-type "what's going to happen" buildup in there.

But it's just a first draft, ok. Give me a break. The fun thing about this part is that it can totally stand on its own as a fic, so you don't need any backstory. c:

also: I have a lot of problems writing action-heavy scenes, so I'll probably have to do some really heavy editing on those parts, too. It's my big problem as a writer, and I'm trying to work on it.

( Lucky shot. 2,258 words. )

OK I WROTE THIS AT 4AM AND I HAVEN'T EVEN RE-READ ONE SENTENCE OF IT YET. I'll do that when I wake up.

This is all saw_a_miracle's fault.

Will have more details and tags when I wake up.

Warning: boys kissing. bad, unpolished writing.

( Life with Tom would be so simple. )

Pairing: Alex/Claire
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1,498
Warnings: tl;dr, angst, sap
Summary: While Alex sleeps, Claire reflects on where their relationship has been headed lately.
Notes: This is still being revised/proofread.

I'm using an obsolete definition of the prompt. Sorry. 8| From Webster's Dictionary: An insane person; a lunatic; a madman.

This is purely introspective on Claire's part. I know I don't play Claire, but sometimes it's nice to characterize someone through the eyes of another. I might end up writing a companion piece from Alex's POV.

I only wish she'd realize all of this in TBF canon. 8| Or that Alex would stop being a whiny bitch. You know what? The latter would actually be fucking great.

( Bedlam )

With all of those writing challenges in my profile that have deadlines I have to reach, what do I do? Fuck off and do a random meme, of course. I stole these prompts from a meme I saw armadas do. Apparently it was only supposed to be ten words per prompt (ten prompts - ten words - one pairing), but ten words isn't nearly enough for me to have my fun with. c:

Most of these take place after the events of Homecoming, though a few take place before.

There's some mentions of sex, but nothing too explicit.

orz My writing has been so shitty lately. *rolls around on that quote in profile* You better be right, Mr. R.Thomas. 8|

( Angst )
( AU )
( Crack!fic )
( Crossover )
( First time )
( Fluff )
( Humor )
( Hurt/Comfort )
( Smut )
( UST )

( If my dad looked like Chris Redfield, I'd kill myself. )

A loooong time ago (over a year now, back when Degeneration was five mysterious screencaps) when I decided I wanted to pick up Claire as an RP character, I picked up this challenge in order to get her voice down. I got pretty far, but I hadn't finished it then. But as I was looking through my documents in Word, I came across it, and now I... really want to get into it again. Every one of these sentences take place during the events of Code Veronica. I did that so that I didn't just make up random shit about her history/personality when I got stuck, and was forced to stick with canon details. I'd say I'm doing a pretty good job so far.

Keep in mind: I took a lot of things from the CV novel, and there are hints of Claire/Steve scattered throughout.

I only have LJ-Cuts to the prompts that have been finished so far.



( 01. Focus )
( 02. Civilization )
( 03. Sink )
( 04. Bullet )
( 05. Count )
( 06. Mental )
( 07. Coast )
( 08. Fence )
( 09. Circle )
( 13. Thought )
( 14. Jealous )
( 15. Sand )
( 16. Doll )
( 17. Curl )
( 18. Farewell )
( 19. Story )
( 31. Bed )
( 42. Close )
( 46. Art )
( 47. Pressure )
( 48. Echo )
( 49. Heal )
( 50. Clear )

Like the subject line says, I do take requests. If you like what you see and think I might be a good candidate to write something in particular, you're more than welcome to request it here. I only ask that you give me something to work with. Please don't come in here like "MOAR ALEX/ELLE PLS" or something, because really, that doesn't help me at all. Give me a theme or a setting, and I'll do my best to mold it into something awesome for you. c: I'll take anything from G-NC17, from dark and morbid to light and fluffy.

You'll never know what could happen until you try.

Not all of my fics are readily available for reading, if only just to save my own ass. If you want to read them, no problem! Just comment here, and make sure you have your birthdate readily visible in your profile. 18+ is the key, my friends.